Depressions, Growth, Nurturing, Sunflowers, Uncategorized

The meaning of a Sunflower

I’ve always wanted to get my story across to try to bring awareness to females who may be facing the issues that I faced or lets be real that I STILL AM facing lol. So I thought about it and I said “Why not start a blog! You hate talking to people so write down your thoughts” and here I am!

You’re probably wondering “why did she name her blog after Sunflowers?” For years I hated flowers, no matter what kind, especially roses. I hated anything that you had to nurture, hence why I never wanted kids lol. Nurturing just wasn’t my kind of party. Mainly because I was never taught how to nurture and I wasn’t nurtured. Every time my now husband would buy me flowers, I’d just sit them in the vase and let them wither away. Then one time someone told him “the way she treats those flowers is the way she will treat you” and it was true and I hated her for telling him that because it exposed the type of person that I was deep down; broken. But that’s a blog for another day lol. But back to the Sunflowers, lets fast forward to the new me, the GROWTH!  I choose sunflowers because of the symbolic meaning behind them.

Symbolic Meanings of the Sunflower

  • Focus
  • Faith
  • Good Luck
  • Magic
  • Healing
  • Worship
  • Longevity
  • Nourishment
  • Flexibility
  • Spiritual knowing

You see that highlighted word?? HEALING! ** praiise

For many years , I was broken. I contemplated suicide, running away, battled depression, suffered losses, feeling unloved, just the whole sha-bang and yes all of these will be included in upcoming blogs lol. My goal is to bring awareness to these topics that isn’t  talked about much in our community.

… My baby is crying to be nursed. So I shall return later this week :).